mati rasa

when im counting out my demons

so there was one for everyday

with the good one’s on my shoulder

and sent the other one’s away

*everything’s not lost – coldplay

They told me to just express love.

They told me that there are so many ways i can do it.

They told me that im given opportuniities at all times.

but there are times when it is easy to do and there are times when it’s not.

Im still passing the ‘its not’ way. I kno it is not a good place to be since it pushes me to act irrationally. I loose my trust!

….matirasa

What is love?

It is a messy and difficult thing!

But it could be the most wonderful gift that I’ve ever given

Then, when it comes to the periods of an absence love, there comes the fear.

But what is a fear for me now?

When there’s no one to pick me up when im down,

When there’s no one to tell me the truth,

When there’s no one to keep me honest.

There comes the fear…