sad toys

It was a beautiful afternoon actually, but I hate everything.

Beberapa jam yang lalu hujan turun, dan butiran butiran air itu mengganggu saya. Sesederhana karena mereka cuma gerimis dan saya sedang ingin hujan deras. Stupid rain!

I could still hear the gasp as I inhaled those toxic, exhausted into my breakable and rotting lungs.

Saya sedang mempelajari sekeliling saya. Bertanya tanya apakah kamar ini memang berputar putar atau sekedar karena otak sedang tidak sinergis. Then I did realize I was the idiot. Sediakan obat sakit kepala sebelum hujan, ATAU KEHUJANAN.

Dengan kepala berdenyut kalap, saia mencoba menghirup sebatang rokok lagi. Bad idea!

Kali ini penyebab gangguan kehamilan dan janin itu tidak membantu saya.

Oftenly I’m craving to hate you

I hate the fact that you're somewhere,

and I can't go next to you,

just to convince myself that everything’s okay,

even when it's not.

Apakah saya mengacaukan semua.

That border was just beginning to strengthen!

Entahlah setiap saya merasa semakin kuat, semakian keras juga dia menampar saya

I know im so much annoying

But im trying!

Trying to be more humble

Trying to shrink my depressing thought

Im struggling to tell you what’s in my mind

Attempting to explain myself

And you didn't see me

No, you couldn't see me