I’m getting really tired with these sleepless and smoking things,
while I let my thoughts going anywhere but encouraging…
getting really tired with people asking ‘skripsinya dah kelar?’, ‘kapan lulus?’, ‘kok masi disini?’while I know some of them are not really concerned with it. Tapi, setelah saya dengan angkara murka bertanya pada diri sendiri, mungkin saya akan menanyakan hal yang sama pula kalau saya menjadi mereka. Pyuh.. sure thing that everyone would like to get their graduation as soon, as good as possible. ME TOO! I couldn’t stand the horror where I sit in the same class for almost forever spending my parents money...watching them going to work six days a week and all I can do is raising my hand on under their noses asking for their money. I’ve been doing it for twenty something years...I could not do it even longer...I just could not.
I have a little chance to make them proud...a little chance to give a little something to them... I am longing to give a small gift to my parents for their long struggles to keep their daughter happy and healthy. If I can have one wish this year on my birthday I would want a day in my life where I could stand inside those silly graduation hall, with my mom watching me receiving the trophy and I would feel like having tears in my eyes thinking how proud she is. So, sekaranglah saatnya [harusnya dari kemaren-kemaren!] menyemangati diri sendiri. I will be fine…this is just a temporary situation… there will be times I don't have to bug my nose in campus..and people will realize I finally find something else to do.
God…
I wouldn’t ask you too much
I’ve got much already.
For I’ve got *** [i love you dear].
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